I think I've been living a lie.

Me, being the complete idiot I am, forgot Mother's Day. Wow.

I didn't even think about it until I saw Nommi's mood. I had thought that it was next week. At first I doubted. Thinking, Pfft, it's probably different in Australia. Then my brother checked the calendar and informed me that A)it was  in fact, Mother's Day and B) that we were screwed. By then, it was mid-afternoon.

When Eric and I were younger, we used to get up super early to prepare a breakfast for Mom. Or at least do some cleaning and make a card or something. (Well, it was mostly my doing, just saying. *shot*) I can't believe we forgot.

Ugh, I feel so guilty. Maybe we should make up for it. Yikes.

On the other side of the dice, I'm grateful that it's May. But the sooner it's over, the better. May is SUCH a long month. It feels extra long because it feels so pointless, especially this year. Next year, it's high school. We've already decided which schools to go to, received rejection and acceptance letters, and we're all gearing up for the final summer of our childhood. It's only two more months that seem to drag on and on and on...

I'm also completely broke. I think I got about 175$ for Chinese New Year, which was about three months ago. I blew it ALL off on nail polish, food, and a whole bunch of random shit that I really don't need. D: I need to learn how to spend properly. But it's HARD. Geez, it's not as easy as just saying it. I just have a weak will, I guess, when it comes to this kind of thing. CURSE YOU, STUFF! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE ADDICTED TO BUYING YOU?

Sigh.

So yeah. As you may know, we went on our graduation trip to Quebec City last week. I'll upload pictures and rant about the experience soon. :/ I've got lots to say.

Oh, by the way. I found this awesome website today. It has a rain soundtrack. I could listen to it forever. Combining it with Dubstep is LETHALLY AMAZING. Check it out here. *3* This isn't advertisement. xD