Yay, I'm done editing the template! I actually love it. *3*

I've been thinking a lot of about the future lately. o-o The big and scary future. So many possibilities. Of course, my over-analytical mind wants to drive me insane with all the negative parts, like dying and being fired from a job  and giving birth and etcetera etcetera. Maybe I'm just paranoid or something, but I'm absolutely terrified of the future.

But I'm thinking too far.

I wonder what high school's going to be like. I hope it's not SUPERSUPERSUPER stressful. I don't think white hair and a wrinkled face at the age of 14 is attractive. It isn't. Ugh.

High school years are the unstable years, I hear everyone say. Drugs, sex, university/college.

Next September, I'm going to a "ghetto" school. I'm not exactly sure what's so "ghetto" about it. Okay, maybe I do. It's notorious for the shootings and the low rate of appliers. But it's also known for the huge amount of courses and it's maze-like structure (six floors of classrooms, gyms, and swimming pools. o-o)

Before you ask, I'm not going to a "ghetto" school because I can't get into anywhere else. I really like the school because of the immense amount of computers (iMACS! 8DD), the largeness (like seriously. Two swimming pools, six gymnasiums, an autoshop, a whole other building for art, and like, ten libraries.) and because I like the graphic art courses they offer. I haven't seen it in other schools.

I guess you can say I'm excited. But.. like everyone else, I'm feeling like I don't want to grow up. I think I've talked about this before but seriously. I have a fear of the future or something.

I should stop whining and avoiding the inevitable. Like doing my homework. :/