I seriously have a crapload of things I could be doing right now. Like reading all those books I got from the library. The ones that looked real interesting while browsing, but just unappetizing at the moment. Or studying for that damned science test. That I may fail if I don't study. Or doing those three math questions. God, it's only three questions. Why can't I bring myself to do them?

I'm kind of in one of those blah moods you feel like.. I don't know how to describe it. It's kind of like, being detached, physically and mentally. Your mind is turned off and you have no idea what you're doing half the time. For example, just now, my brother said that Dynablade from Kirby was a female because "it" has babies. And I replied, "What makes you think a guy can't have babies?" Ten seconds later, I realize how stupid that sounded.

They call this listlessness I think. I can't be sure.

listless [list-lis]  --adjective: having or showing little or no interest in anything; languid; spiritless; indifferent: a listless mood, a listless handshake.

Yep, I think that's it. I seriously don't feel like doing anything at all. I don't have any motivation whatsoever.

There's been a lot of stress lately, with tests and assignments, and as a result, I've been drinking a lot of coffee and tea. Okay, I'm exaggerating, the homework load isn't that bad. I've had worse. I think I just got addicted to coffee. Cup of coffee after school plus some tea before bed.

Man, I really suck. At times like these, I really crave a cup of coffee. But I should stop whining and get on with life. Life could be much worse. I could be a child soldier in Africa. Or a prostitute living on the cold winter streets. Or a dying woman in a dark dungeon. Or a fly about to be smacked by a fat man's hand. See, things can be much, much worse. I'm going to look at the cup of coffee half full.

Kind of because if it's half full, I can still drink it.

Though technically, even if it were half empty I can still drink it.

Oh my god, I have to stop talking like this.

Think about something else, something good that happened today. Hm.. I got an A on my poetry analysis. That's good. I had pasta for lunch. Pasta's good. We finished our science experiment. That's... good.

Geez, "good" is such a generic word. I remember back in grade two, when my teacher shunned the words "good" and "nice" and would reward us when we use any word other than those two and give us demerits if we slip up. I used to come up with the most creative replacements. Those were the days.

Okay, okay. Off topic. What else good happened? Err.. my friend treated me to coffee today. It was organic. Though it kind of sucked because she wouldn't let me put more than three packs of sugar in it, in fear that I would get diabetes. You know what else sucked today? YouTube changed the homepage layout. Again. I feel like smacking the smart guy who decided to change it. Oh oh, there was this one kid in grade five who  bumped me hard. On purpose! God, I swear those kids are getting ruder by the generation. I finally saw a Shooting Star Cleffa in the shelter of Pokefarm, and I had to click the stupid Weedle egg that was next to it instead. UGH.

...So much for looking at the coffee cup half full.

Alright, you know what, Helen? Grow up. Stop complaining. So you're not in the best of moods. So what? The world keeps spinning-- with or without you, so you better straighten up your back and face the music. Screw it.

Okay, I'm going to do my math homework now so I can sleep early. 8D

...Why can't guys have babies anyway?